Friday, November 14, 2008

questions, questions, questions.

it's nearing two. we're still awake. well, waiting for my turn to bath now, and i'm superbly hungry. haha. oh wells. technically, today is already graduation day. we are officially ex-theresians already. congratulation everybody. you survived everything.

it's been what, four days, a week? i don't even know what's going on now. on, off, disappear, appear, missing. i'm thinking i should, and i'm starting to think that after months of hesitation, it will be a right choice.

you're blowing hot and cold. i don't know which to trust. puzzled, angry, misunderstood, hurt. i finally understand why, i think, but i don't know why. what was done to derive at that, why you think that,why you think so little of me when i only..never mind.
oh, and don't go bitching to me about dad. you two solve your shit on your own.

where do we go from here? all's but a mystery to us right now.

for one last day, let this be our happiest moment. after that, i know when i'm not wanted.

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