thanks dee. it looks nicer now! butbutbut you stupid boy, why did you wake up at 6 to do it!! rahh. go go sleep NOW!
i'm feeling like a pissed off, grumpy, angry old grandmother and only one person can make me feel all that. i'm sorry i ignored all your calls okay, but i'm not ready/don't want to face you. i don't know why. i just need time. is that so hard? you call like a thousand times, and msg hundreds of times, i'm asleep, dammit! i don't wanna talk. if i talk,you won't let me off the darn phone. and you will talk your way thru, most prob making it seem like its my fault again. i've done enough for you. what have you done? you have such expectations, such attitude. i can't take it. and now, you're giving me long messages about shit? you say you love, god, love is such a commercialised word now. do you really mean it? cos i see NO action at all. you say you're depressed and crap, i don't believe. i'm sorry, but i don't. oh , i have the power to break this or mend this? how about break? you just want me to come crawling back and say i'm sorry. well, i won't. if you won't leave me alone, and let me think things out, i'll go with what my heart say s now on impulse and say i'm walking.the whole day you kept asking me repetitive questions, are you a good bf? are you ok? do i love you? one, those questions are annoying after so many times. two, i don't think you are. i know another person better than you. happy now? you just don't match up to him. i gave you a chance first, i chose you, you didn't make use of it. and you should know exactly what happened the later part of the day that made me treat you this way. its hard for me, i can't so stop asking. just please, leave me alone. don't call me, i'll call you.

ps: don't look at me with those big puppy dog eyes,
pps: stop being so egoistical about yourself, joke or not.
ppps:your braces are $%^& pain.