it's okay, dee, you didn't upset me. you were just emo, that's all. mmm.
oh wells. DINNER TONIGHT with D! whee. he wouldn't tell me where. -.-
gahh. nvm. he has a dare from me to do! will he?
what should i buy for him?
yesterday went out with.. someone. it was.. fun. (my legs hurt like crap) except the later part. i don't know what i'm feeling. seriously. it may be a bit too much for me. gosh. what the hell's wrong with me. thank god dee's cheers me up (:
i don't know what else to say. alot of things unsaid. alot of things unknown. alot of things that i'm not sure of, to feel, to do, to say.

i don't like it when you try to do things like that. i really don't. must we go so fast? i'm not ready yet. don't, or i'll break away from you, like i always have done with others. i can't do it, pressure won't change it, saying it's normal won't change it. god, stop, pls. i'm confused now. i just need some time to think. and when i say i want to go, let me go dammit. stop procrastinating. you just want me to stay for your own good. you say things need to be two ways, so far its me doing the travelling. where's yours. i'm tired, pls do something, or i'll do the walking.