that's it. henceforth today, i will live for myself and keep to myself i really don't see any more point in trying to anticipate other people's reactions, trying to spare a thought for them, then after that be taken for granted, or misunderstood.

i told you so many gazillion times to spare a thought for others, but time and again, you simply whack whatever's around, for yourself. you always say you don't know, you have zero communication skill, hello, it's time you woke up from your self centred ass dream and start thinking for others.your self centeredness is simply astounding and i'm dumbfounded that you're even indifferent when it's towards the family. you're really starting to be a pain in my ass. you're so critical, so judgemental about the whole world, everybody seems a joke to you, but you know what, i'm starting to think that YOU are the biggest joke in the well. i seriously wish you all the best on 19 jan. i pray that you'll wake up la, please. and i'll have the peace i've been dying for. i'm officically sick and tired of caring for other people and then get slapped in the face by them. not just you, a handful. so you know what, you can go screw up your life, go screw up your A's and it will NOT initiate any response from me anymore.

all i can is this family is whacked la. fine, call my cynical, call me jaded. but dad's the only that's got my back since forever. you two, i don't know. one insults, the other talks alot of shit. ha. the perfect family. oh, joy.

can i even bring myself to actually meet you up again and resume where we left off since our first?

point taken. i think you're having much more fun and excitement now and, i think i'll just finish off whatever i started,give you this parting gift and get the heck out of your life.

yesterday was gay. i had too much free time, i actually watched high schol muscial and step up? HAHA. i can tell you that HSM3 is ten times better that of the first one. ha, oh wells and step up two is much better. step up, looking back, is right dry.