well. today's a day that's nearly over, tomorrow, another brighter day begins. school was okay today. somehow i'm actually getting into the momentum of school. if that ain't crazy, i don't know what is.
AHEM was being FREAKY today; i swear i'll start to run now wheneever i see her. even christabel is megally scared of her. go figure. HAHA. it's also becos of her, i dropped my cam, and gay wen and jeanie's phone spoil! lol. i can't stand her bloody pervetic smile! lol!

went bowling with ben after chinese listening. okay i thought it was bad at first, then okay. but i'm not gonna think about it no more so please don't ask me. bowlign was fun. overall i won ben, of course, but certain points we were neck to neck. by the fifth game, my hands were tired. lmao.

and tonight,confirmed what has been playing on my mind the last two weeks. maybe i just didn't see the point of talking things out, since you wanted me to wait. but now i know i shan't. life is busy, far too busy.if studies mean so much to you, then by all means, go ahead. i don't wanna hold you back. and no don't feel sorry. cos i gave us up a long time ago. good luck with your life. good luck with your exams or whatever.

this is just sick. gross. whoever did this is an idiot. thanks for making my cute bears into something tacky.

well. today i am hungry. HAHA. i decided to pon school. so OH WELLS. blood y chinese listening tomorrow. sucky shit. RAWR. i'm HUNGRY. and i'mma gonna make everyone else hungry too! pictures!

pictures!

cadbury popping candy.

these big bag of chips could last you.. one week?

mammee factory.

chocoholic anonymous.

today was a fun fun day. lalala. well well i was SUPPOSED to be studying. but ended up, i felt like bowling, so i asked daddy to go bowling with me. he said yes. then ben asked my to go bowling too. uh oh. problem. HAHA. then smart ole me said we'll play together. and that's just what we did. i had mega fun. somehow today i was really in the mood and i bowled pretty well, if i say so myself. HA. mm. pictures.

dad teaching ben some bowling shit.

he says " shoot the bugger!" lol.

like father, like daughter. same scores! 94!

this was a good game for both of us too! either i spared or striked,

dad scored 2 turkeys straight (6 strikes) -.-

dad kicked my sorry ass.

but i kicked his right back.

overall score! sandra - 1033. spares - 17 strikes - 18

whee!

uncle walter came to watch us bowl. so after ben left, we went to chill. it was funny hearing him call uncle w "gorilla" and he called dad " buffalo". lol. he kept saying they were having "animal talk". funny like hell. we just sat and ate and ate. -.- thank god i'm going gyming tomorrow. geez.i'm growing fat. -.-
went home and cloud fixation kicked back in again. it was nearly night fall. so i looked out the window, and BEAUTIFUL. see for yourself.

i love this. the different blend of colours. beyootiful.

artistic shot?

HAHAHA! i love candid shots of friends! lol. so today shall be candid moments! i'm so gonna get whacked by the respective people. =.="

"sisi de neiku" bending horribly low to suck her caramel something shit using the minute green straw.

sylvia aka housewife having a powernap.

tan ying hui aka pest with some horribly green disgusting drink. avocado i think.

she keeps saying" it's nice, very sweet, try try try!" NO WAY.

she doesn't know i'm taking picture but she keeps staring at me! RAWR.

some girls in class decided to bully the bears.

one playing the hero, the other, commiting suicide.

gui shang shen!

i think it's one of those days where i start emoing again. haha. and i miss softball. like really really. not touching the bat and ball for nearly half a year! oh wells. i just content myself with past photos then. grrr.

STC SOFTBALL RAHH RAHH RAHH!

us 2008

softball.

softball is LOVE.

sy sandra heather.

so today i didn't go to school. mm. i slept till 9 + i think. oh wells. woke up with a ache on my back (did too many backswipes yesterday) my left arm is rather weak too. like its lost his energy. one thing's for sure, i can't break today, or dee will kill me.

hehe yesterday was funny cos i was showing my dad the baby freeze and tripod stand. then i showed my mum again when she came back. only thing, i lowered myself on the floor too fast and i knocked my head on the ground. the loud "kok" sound scared my mum and she half cried half laughed. damn funny. lol.

i wonder how i did for math and bio paper 2, not like i know cos i didn't go to school.-.-
now would be the free a math period and i'd have wasted my time, had i gone to school.

oh and dee, i finished your ben and jerry's already! it was yummy! thank yoU! see you later dee! rawr!

poly experience thingy on friday. sigh.
should i go for DPA? *faints*

mm. i spent yesterday watching online movies. lol. i watched you don;t mess with the zohan and harold and kumar escape from guantano bay. both were hilarious. lol. the latter was quite porn though. ^.^ well, it was m18 after all. keke.
then i went csc with family, played bowling and pool. aite man. i beat my bro's ass in bowling. for once. whee. my dad's thinking of signing up for the gym thing, but it's damn ex. oh wells.

today was wasted again. supposed to study (supposed being the keyword) but ended up sleeping.-.- then woke and watched break dancing videos online till now. rawr. anyways he's having his stats exam in 50 mins so good luck dee you can do it. jy!

i don't know what the heck i'm gonna do now but yea.

these two are seperate from breaking.
they're like dance freestyle combined with breaking.
can incorporate into freestyling luhh.

do the 6-step, switch your leg and collapse down.

start from standing up, sweep both sides of arms,

and go down. this is what you should get.

well, since dee put up pictures of him breaking (i'm angry at you dee, for doing an air freeze!)

i decided to break too.

well, my arms, legs and pectoral muscles were kinda aching cos i went gyming yesterday and bowling and pool today. but yea. i did what i could, though i think i over exerted my left muscle.

the 6-step.

the basic swipe.

baby freeze.

ready..

go! a 1 second hanstand. lols.

oh wells. i'm gonna try doing airchair, windmills, one leg swipe and proper HANDSTANDS! -.-

i just learnt the 4-step, 5-step, the glide and the up-down (boom kat)

Whee. Breakdance. =)

1. Air freeze
2. Chair (weird)
3. Headstand (:

i'm back. didn't really feel like blogging lately, or rather, too busy.
heh. anyways, prelims are over and i feel ike i'm free. suddenly i so do not want to get back into the studying mood. i've been spending alot of time tryna learn to break. i finally managed the baby freeze. but not the bloody handstand. mm oh wellss
my arms and legs are hurting like crap cos of yesterday. pe was superr duperr strenous and after that,i went for gyming. i did leg strides, which made me sweat like a pig. built up my muscles for my hand. happy i managed a 47 kg for my leg reps. oh wells. then went bowling. i hope i can improve more. tao pao-ed subway home and watched definately maybe. mmm.
bored now. just done with editing my youtube vids.
later gonna watch hancock later.

yeahness. today is the official end of prelims. bye bye! HAHA. bio was.. i don't know.. easy?? i think it's either damn easy or i screwed up all my facts till i anyhow throw dice pick answer? hurr. mr ng was staring at my paper cos 10 mins into the paper, i was already at like question 34. lmao.
mrs leong scolded zita and slyvia cos they were really throwing dice for answer man. damn funny.

anyways, headed down to town with simin. went to lido to watch get smart. well, we went to change first la. then we smuggled food in! the theatre was damn big, but no one. haha. throughtout the movie, when someone laughed, they so sounded like victoria and abigail. haha. funny man.

well, that we went to slack at starbucks. gahh. then went home.

was supposed to sleep. but ended up breaking. geez. was learning some moves online, nearly broke my hand while trying it out. lols. oh wells.

i didn't eat lunch. again. rawr.

yes, it was a dream, but it was real dee (:
hope you had funn!
the ben and jerry's ice cream you bought for me nearly didn't last the ride home. heh. it's recovering in the freezer now. thank you so much dee.
you're asleep now. do have a good rest. don't worry too much yea? it's okay.

Today still feels like a dream~~ Iloveyouudarl.

cool new packaging for ribena, sparkling. i like.

sweet addiction. pun intended.

hurr hurr. my chocolate collection. bear. don't be jealous.

little did i know this ominous clouds were a sign that today would suck.

okay anyways, i promised dee and isaac and ben to not emo, so i shan't
emo about life.

i took pictures. yes bear, i took out majority of my collection and pictured it. you can see for yourself. LMAO.

grr. later gonna go study,. i wanna bowl.

dee, i just want ya to know even if i hang out with guys, as i usually do, you have my assurance and don't have the need to be jealous aite. and and, exam stress is gonna be over soon, and we can resume where we were. till wednesday, do take care aite.

so today was the shittest day ever. i'm sorrt dee, i know it's supposed to be a happy occasion. but seriously. its GAHH. well dee, now that orals are over, i do feel much better. heh. oh wells.
mm. i'm tired. anyways, replies to tags:

dee: i don't emo as often as you do la. (you shouldn't anyways, now at least) but i don't know. maybe it's the exam stress. or smt. just don't see the meaning of life anymore. but yea well. life still has to go home.

grace: so how's your ballet thingy and the hours after with him?
and what's wrong with me and dee?lol.

simin: nah your blog is emo enough, but i just suddenly felt like life was so.. urgh.
bear would probably get what i mean, cos she saw what i saw in philippines. just pure happiness, amongst poverty.

simin: the nigga post, like i said was random. and yes, it could be tom robinson's great grand grand child or smt.

shaggy, bear and simin: the chicky is cute, but not simin. (:

bear: HAHA. you take lit, raise standard? LMAO. shankar shure give you 25/25 one.

pearlyn: yes yes thanks for the very exclaimy filled tag, very nice of you. thank you. and,. i'm not silly! -.-

like clouds who are supposed to be white and fluffy.

you see dark cumulous clouds slowly engulfing them.

light versus dark. who wins? looks like dark is reigning the game.

goodbye, life. hello rat race. hello, pain.

life - happiness becomes being sucked dry. enter into the life of the rich and famous.

boredd. reading mds is shat. i want to give up already. so many more acts. *faints* i shouldn't even bother. think i'll stop.
dee is like having school from 9-5? wth. you suck, school. he's not concentrating! dee, concentrate! RAWR.
yeah. going swimming later. i've given up on studies. phuck them. simin's right.
they ain't everything. waste 20+ of your life for shit? study? to get a job later?
no thanks. i'd rather go live in countries like philippines, go back to payatas. you'll see true meaning of life. true meaning of happiness. no money, no pain, no backstabbing,no rat race, no damn psps and what fancy shit we have. christ, if we even get our fancy butts out of the country to some poverty-sticken ones, not milan or america, maybe we'll find real truth. not gucci bags, armani clothes.
damn, give those poor kids a pair of bells, they smile and sing for the rest of the week. a bell. just a bell. that's all you need. us? heck, give a spoilt 8 yr old an iphone. see if he'll be happy 3 months down the road.
feeling damn shit now. where's home? this? here? yea, right, not in a thousand years. sigh.
i was scaring dee yesterday by being all pessimist, by saying i wanna die, disappear from the face of the world. go back to daddy god. not like i'll be missed here. it'll probably be a shit load better life for everyone. no more troubles from me. gahh. i still think it's true. if i actually had guts, i'd jump. but jumping is for cowards. so whatever.

ps: dee, i know its not friday or tuesday and i can't emo. so yea, you can punish me then.