coach!!!! when he's happy.

when he's sad. ):

team talk.

tkgs on the defensive.

STC on the offensive. (coach extra)

STC SOFTBALL RAHH RAHH RAHH!!

the benchwarmers.

they just sat there and cam whored, scream and drink redbull and 100plus..

and they eventually grew too fat they broke tk's bench -.-

umpire, tkgs catcher, stc batter.

umpire, stc catcher, tkgs batter.

which is cooler? lmao.

who is better?

TKGS pitcher.

or STC pitcher?

STC batter

or TKGS batter?

STC batter in action.

STC catcher.

don't know what the hell cass was doing, hugging her legs.

don't know what the hell heather was doing either, doing bench squats???

end of game.

good game, buck up c div. it's just but one game, which you played really well.

good on you. keep it up! gambatte!

today was a very long day. rawr. alright. short update. today was mock spa. for skill three. oh well.s i was bored. so i took pictures, at the risk of karen leong seeing luh. lmao.anyway ss was damn funny. we were supposed to do like source based but we kept crapping with mrs tham. lol. she kept saying she was hoping to be pregnant due to abdominal pains, but we kept saying she had appendicitis instead. scared her shitless. funny. math was revolting as usual. llk is a damn GOOD teacher. ended up playing gay wen's psp instead. lol. i sucked badly at whatever i was playing. -.-
after school rushed down to tkgs for c div's softball match. it was funny cos. the juniors were really damn hyped up. they were fed with red bull and 100 plus. there was seriously like 4 cartons. and they were damn high. -.- they were all so cam whoring that in the middle of the picture, the bench broke!! haah it was super funny. lmao. mm. sasha didn't even know i came down till much later. rawr. pfft. anyways, it was a damn close fight, but we lost to them by one point, which has NEVER happened before. good, considering tkgs is a really strong team where alot of national softballers come from. alot of funny pictures. later. the bus ride home took two effing hours. pissed the shit out of me. remind me never to go katong ever again. some idiot kept whining over practically nothing too. ass. gonna go eat now. chow time.

the decoulourised leadt with iodine poised.

the stained end product.

the penguin egg dance.

and this stupid lama is supposed to be...ME?? -.-

well again i didn't go to school again. and this time, i wan't really too happy about it. i think i've come to realise that ponning does make me miss school after all. geez. sigh. later have to go for the bloody appointment thing. oh greatt. mum's bringing me. as if last night's blow up wasn't big enough.

yea yea go cry man. i'm getting very sick and tired of your antics already. man. buck the shit up. maybe if you open your eyes, you'll see that it's your attitude that makes kor not wanna talk to you, maybe it's you that daddy goes to thailand for business often. and don't come preach to me, nor find my support. i'm neutral okay, but you're starting to really piss me off by your "you are all against me, i'm so alone" woebegon speech. continue to do so, then stop the damn hell lamenting that we're closer to dad than we are to you, cos its friggin true. dad's like our friend we can relate too. hell, he even listens to some of our songs and makes an effort to do what we do. you? act like an emperess in the damn house, like we owe you a living.

you get pissed cos we don't listen to you, like you think we should. oh scrap that, all that comes out of your mouth is reproachful, like we must listen to you. dang. like take that DPA day for instance.you did nothing to help me while dad was helping me put the application together. you don't do nothing, you sit and shut your mouth. don't go on about i don't want you to take this course, i don't want you to take that course, i know cos i'm in the commercial world. man, you ain't got nothing productive to say, don't. cos it ain't much help. it's just ordering words, show me actions, like dad, maybe i'll listen then.you're not used to me and kor being able to resist your ideals and stuff, i understand that. you're so used to being the motor mouth, spokeperson for our lives. well you know what, enough. we're big enough, we can form our own opinions. we know you ain't happy at losing your power, but, so be it. that's life man.get a grip and move on.

you keep harping on the past and you blame us for not making you happy? you cry and you whine, just like a little girl, you run to your brothers for coverage, from us monsters. we're so devilish we're out of control. but think, hello, why can me, kor, dad live so peacefully together huh? why can we get along well? why can't you? you always wanna try and break us and dad up, like you don't like us being close to him. man. what for? geez. i can't understand you sometimes, jealous over little minute things, coming up with the most ridiculous speculations over trivial stuff. please, reflect. we've tried accomadating you since your illness last year man. but each time we give an eel, you take an inch. you've squeezed us dry of all our compassion, care and love. the rest is really up to you. we tried to bridge the gap, but it's always you who is sinking it into the bottomless dark sea. we're trying to help, ourselves and you, but you're not even helping yourself. how do you expect us to? you're not entirely innocent in this, and you know that. you expect us to be at your beck and call when yuo come back from work, saying it's the least we can do. hello. we have school too. we have a life. we got our own work, own shit to do. must we serve you like an emperess?

now the dirty job of handling you like a child is left to dad, he has to be patient and accomodate you because me and kor have given up. you're okay sometimes but sometimes just really childish and annoying. dad does so much for you but you don't seem to ever be grateful, ever seem to appreciate it, you just take advantage and take and take, like you're a dictator. stop that, please. and stop putting daddy down man, at least he's trying. not like you're that indispensable anyways. i know that you have a "oh so depressive" condition, but maybe if you start to change your friggin' thinking about things, maybe you'll find that life isn't that hard after all.

i'm bloody hell gonna bring my earphones later and drown out the sound of your voice, the dreariness of this effing world.

okay i'm back again. and now my mum is giving me an effing pep talk again, one of her bloody breakdown shit. and thanks, my brother and maid went to sleep, dad's away in thailand, so guess who has to take the rap?
argh geez. enough about her. more candid pictures taken today. i need to destress. i so need to go to the gym, lose weight, and punch the shitload out of me right now.

chee sian kept sneezing cos she missed QQ too much.

too engrossed in her book.

housewife sleeping AGAIN.

finally bought my new wristbands after bowling today. whee.

and it's BLACK!

now i can go break properly!

well. today's a day that's nearly over, tomorrow, another brighter day begins. school was okay today. somehow i'm actually getting into the momentum of school. if that ain't crazy, i don't know what is.
AHEM was being FREAKY today; i swear i'll start to run now wheneever i see her. even christabel is megally scared of her. go figure. HAHA. it's also becos of her, i dropped my cam, and gay wen and jeanie's phone spoil! lol. i can't stand her bloody pervetic smile! lol!

went bowling with ben after chinese listening. okay i thought it was bad at first, then okay. but i'm not gonna think about it no more so please don't ask me. bowlign was fun. overall i won ben, of course, but certain points we were neck to neck. by the fifth game, my hands were tired. lmao.

and tonight,confirmed what has been playing on my mind the last two weeks. maybe i just didn't see the point of talking things out, since you wanted me to wait. but now i know i shan't. life is busy, far too busy.if studies mean so much to you, then by all means, go ahead. i don't wanna hold you back. and no don't feel sorry. cos i gave us up a long time ago. good luck with your life. good luck with your exams or whatever.

this is just sick. gross. whoever did this is an idiot. thanks for making my cute bears into something tacky.

well. today i am hungry. HAHA. i decided to pon school. so OH WELLS. blood y chinese listening tomorrow. sucky shit. RAWR. i'm HUNGRY. and i'mma gonna make everyone else hungry too! pictures!

pictures!

cadbury popping candy.

these big bag of chips could last you.. one week?

mammee factory.

chocoholic anonymous.

today was a fun fun day. lalala. well well i was SUPPOSED to be studying. but ended up, i felt like bowling, so i asked daddy to go bowling with me. he said yes. then ben asked my to go bowling too. uh oh. problem. HAHA. then smart ole me said we'll play together. and that's just what we did. i had mega fun. somehow today i was really in the mood and i bowled pretty well, if i say so myself. HA. mm. pictures.

dad teaching ben some bowling shit.

he says " shoot the bugger!" lol.

like father, like daughter. same scores! 94!

this was a good game for both of us too! either i spared or striked,

dad scored 2 turkeys straight (6 strikes) -.-

dad kicked my sorry ass.

but i kicked his right back.

overall score! sandra - 1033. spares - 17 strikes - 18

whee!

uncle walter came to watch us bowl. so after ben left, we went to chill. it was funny hearing him call uncle w "gorilla" and he called dad " buffalo". lol. he kept saying they were having "animal talk". funny like hell. we just sat and ate and ate. -.- thank god i'm going gyming tomorrow. geez.i'm growing fat. -.-
went home and cloud fixation kicked back in again. it was nearly night fall. so i looked out the window, and BEAUTIFUL. see for yourself.

i love this. the different blend of colours. beyootiful.

artistic shot?

HAHAHA! i love candid shots of friends! lol. so today shall be candid moments! i'm so gonna get whacked by the respective people. =.="

"sisi de neiku" bending horribly low to suck her caramel something shit using the minute green straw.

sylvia aka housewife having a powernap.

tan ying hui aka pest with some horribly green disgusting drink. avocado i think.

she keeps saying" it's nice, very sweet, try try try!" NO WAY.

she doesn't know i'm taking picture but she keeps staring at me! RAWR.

some girls in class decided to bully the bears.

one playing the hero, the other, commiting suicide.

gui shang shen!

i think it's one of those days where i start emoing again. haha. and i miss softball. like really really. not touching the bat and ball for nearly half a year! oh wells. i just content myself with past photos then. grrr.

STC SOFTBALL RAHH RAHH RAHH!

us 2008

softball.

softball is LOVE.

sy sandra heather.

so today i didn't go to school. mm. i slept till 9 + i think. oh wells. woke up with a ache on my back (did too many backswipes yesterday) my left arm is rather weak too. like its lost his energy. one thing's for sure, i can't break today, or dee will kill me.

hehe yesterday was funny cos i was showing my dad the baby freeze and tripod stand. then i showed my mum again when she came back. only thing, i lowered myself on the floor too fast and i knocked my head on the ground. the loud "kok" sound scared my mum and she half cried half laughed. damn funny. lol.

i wonder how i did for math and bio paper 2, not like i know cos i didn't go to school.-.-
now would be the free a math period and i'd have wasted my time, had i gone to school.

oh and dee, i finished your ben and jerry's already! it was yummy! thank yoU! see you later dee! rawr!

poly experience thingy on friday. sigh.
should i go for DPA? *faints*

mm. i spent yesterday watching online movies. lol. i watched you don;t mess with the zohan and harold and kumar escape from guantano bay. both were hilarious. lol. the latter was quite porn though. ^.^ well, it was m18 after all. keke.
then i went csc with family, played bowling and pool. aite man. i beat my bro's ass in bowling. for once. whee. my dad's thinking of signing up for the gym thing, but it's damn ex. oh wells.

today was wasted again. supposed to study (supposed being the keyword) but ended up sleeping.-.- then woke and watched break dancing videos online till now. rawr. anyways he's having his stats exam in 50 mins so good luck dee you can do it. jy!

i don't know what the heck i'm gonna do now but yea.

these two are seperate from breaking.
they're like dance freestyle combined with breaking.
can incorporate into freestyling luhh.

do the 6-step, switch your leg and collapse down.

start from standing up, sweep both sides of arms,

and go down. this is what you should get.

well, since dee put up pictures of him breaking (i'm angry at you dee, for doing an air freeze!)

i decided to break too.

well, my arms, legs and pectoral muscles were kinda aching cos i went gyming yesterday and bowling and pool today. but yea. i did what i could, though i think i over exerted my left muscle.

the 6-step.

the basic swipe.

baby freeze.

ready..

go! a 1 second hanstand. lols.

oh wells. i'm gonna try doing airchair, windmills, one leg swipe and proper HANDSTANDS! -.-

i just learnt the 4-step, 5-step, the glide and the up-down (boom kat)

Whee. Breakdance. =)

1. Air freeze
2. Chair (weird)
3. Headstand (:

i'm back. didn't really feel like blogging lately, or rather, too busy.
heh. anyways, prelims are over and i feel ike i'm free. suddenly i so do not want to get back into the studying mood. i've been spending alot of time tryna learn to break. i finally managed the baby freeze. but not the bloody handstand. mm oh wellss
my arms and legs are hurting like crap cos of yesterday. pe was superr duperr strenous and after that,i went for gyming. i did leg strides, which made me sweat like a pig. built up my muscles for my hand. happy i managed a 47 kg for my leg reps. oh wells. then went bowling. i hope i can improve more. tao pao-ed subway home and watched definately maybe. mmm.
bored now. just done with editing my youtube vids.
later gonna watch hancock later.

yeahness. today is the official end of prelims. bye bye! HAHA. bio was.. i don't know.. easy?? i think it's either damn easy or i screwed up all my facts till i anyhow throw dice pick answer? hurr. mr ng was staring at my paper cos 10 mins into the paper, i was already at like question 34. lmao.
mrs leong scolded zita and slyvia cos they were really throwing dice for answer man. damn funny.

anyways, headed down to town with simin. went to lido to watch get smart. well, we went to change first la. then we smuggled food in! the theatre was damn big, but no one. haha. throughtout the movie, when someone laughed, they so sounded like victoria and abigail. haha. funny man.

well, that we went to slack at starbucks. gahh. then went home.

was supposed to sleep. but ended up breaking. geez. was learning some moves online, nearly broke my hand while trying it out. lols. oh wells.

i didn't eat lunch. again. rawr.

yes, it was a dream, but it was real dee (:
hope you had funn!
the ben and jerry's ice cream you bought for me nearly didn't last the ride home. heh. it's recovering in the freezer now. thank you so much dee.
you're asleep now. do have a good rest. don't worry too much yea? it's okay.

Today still feels like a dream~~ Iloveyouudarl.